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Colorblind to You

by Neverout

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1.
If it were up to you You'd fill me up with gravel What a thought to make me bullet proof When rocks already made me full If it were up to me The cement would be my jacket What a thought to make me bullet proof When I'm already immune to it You say a name that you know I don't know From that you made the moment slow I caught your lies why don't you just say so You make it hurt when it's a show I don't wanna hear it Anything you say You just can't admit That you just betrayed All that we tried building up again Oh it's too much then I can see you drool At the sight of their conscious Bending to your rule It's just you, not us Anytime you ring the bells you think We'll fall and then sink Until I hear You say a name that you know I don't know From that you made the moment slow I caught your lies why don't you just say so You make it hurt when it's a show In this moment, you're just an act And since you noticed, you can't turn back In this moment, you're just an act And since you noticed, you can't turn back In this moment, you're just an act And since you noticed, you can't turn back In this moment, you're just an act And since you noticed, you can't turn back You say a name that you know I don't know From that you made the moment slow I caught your lies why don't you just say so You make it hurt when it's a show You say a name that you know I don't know From that you made the moment slow I caught your lies why don't you just say so You make it hurt when it's a show
2.
Across the hall Almost saw you Didn't bring all That you want to do Oh I didn't know that you heard I shouldn't have said it then Oh But now you just see that floor And you can't take it anymore Oh I wish I was colorblind to you Because you're just super glue Oh On that detail I dwell I guess I'm alive and well And I wish I could talk to you about it But anytime I vent I get self conscious Eight days away from Everything I wanna meet that Waits for me on that side But I know Without that fourth side I won't know That I'll be denied Does it Sound good or is it at least A little like my type or am I Finished from the start oh no Oh I didn't know that you heard I shouldn't have said it then Oh But now you just see that floor And you can't take it anymore Oh I wish I was colorblind to you Because you're just super glue Oh On that detail I dwell I guess I'm alive and well Yeah you know I’m never feeling merry Got that cherry no strawberry You know very well I’m scary Broke my knuckles now you hate me Used to date me now you rate me One to ten, zero’s a maybe Been catching crimson stars lately Little white buddies come save me please Sour and sweet They say you are what you eat But all your mannerisms Seem one sided to me And yet i still pity you I mean, screw you hey-yo I’m sorry I didn't know Oh I didn't know that you heard I shouldn't have said it then Oh But now you just see that floor And you can't take it anymore Oh I wish I was colorblind to you Because you're just super glue Oh On that detail I dwell I guess I'm alive and well Across the hall Almost saw you Didn't bring all That you want to do
3.
All a Fuss 03:34
Been through too much for us to say Go away So I'm here if you need a friend When I see you pass again I'll smile and wave I'm being genuine I know probably seems I'm being fake But I'm not finally I'm awake Said you were a bad influence, but I did that on my own I've become worse I think you should know Last time we met I tried to blend in Didn't realize you'd changed since way back when Been through too much for us to say Go away So I'm here if you need a friend There's been too much between us I've made it so it's all a fuss Wrote a song about how I felt then I've seen my flaws so here's this instead I see now how it was me Didn't know how one sided I seemed It might not work anymore But to be support that's what I'm here for That birthday that you gave Those gifts you thought of and made It still hangs on my wall The memory before the fall Wrote in my book before you went Thanks for the time in the car they lent Someone to lean on, that time we spent Said you're gonna miss me, is that what you meant to say? Been through too much for us to say Go away So I'm here if you need a friend There's been too much between us I've made it so it's all a fuss Wrote a song about how I felt then I've seen my flaws so here's this instead I see now how it was me Didn't know how one sided I seemed It might not work anymore But to be support that's what I'm here for So I'm here if you need So I'm here if you need So I'm here if you need So I'm here if you need a friend
4.
Staring through I can be anyone I wanted I'm tired it's true But everything I did is Overdue And all this running is hurting I can't leave And I won't cause I want you I want the feeling of falling through The double jump of my heart to you And I love where we are But if it's home or the stars I promise I'm not too far from you (Not too far, not too far) (No not too far, not too far) Final days, just look at the first See the stars and you know that you're cursed What they say it can be reversed Let them hear, surely they've heard worse But if you stay in silence They'll go to the moon Without you If they look down it'll just be easier to look at the sky To get past the clouds like a meteor that shook up the night If you go fast enough You could be someone's shooting star But until I get there I want you I want the feeling of falling through The double jump of my heart to you And I love where we are But if it's home or the stars I promise I'm not too far from you (Not too far, not too far) (No not too far, not too far) I took it too far but I thought I could switch up something Oh and I guess I thought you switched up too But you act like everything I said was nothing You reminded me of your old ways Reel me inside that looping maze Makes me think that's where I should be But as long as I can see it I want you I want the feeling of falling through The double jump of my heart to you And I love where we are But if it's home or the stars I promise I'm not too far from you (Not too far, not too far) (No not too far, not too far)
5.
Past Belief 04:26
Long ride down to the empty thrills Waiting for something we should think on Don’t mention what we should’ve said then I can’t just leave, but i’ll still go Start going down the empty hills Cool breeze at night, been gone for too long I should turn back, stop thinking too much Just watch the lights, they’ll be gone soon I wish I believed in the past So I could slip away from my future But I mean at least you could ask The vague light that glows still where you were I miss you like you’re already gone Translucence, I look it turns on You didn’t care about talking to me You just wanna hear your voice instead of me sing You miss me like I’m already gone What if I gave you what I had drawn Ease the pain so you’ll disagree You bend the rails to change how I’ll be I wish I believed in the past So I could slip away from my future But I mean at least you could ask The vague light that glows still where you were I wish I believed in the past So I could slip away from my future But I mean at least you could ask The vague light that glows still where you were
6.
Came to meet us but you didn't Want to after what you heard Oh, all that you had said The only thing I know Is he sailed Saw me just the day before What's my excuse that it's not more? Oh, all that you had said The only thing I know Is he sailed
7.
Blueshift 03:42
I've been watching a star No other way to see it, it's far away from me I've been wishing on a star No way to know if the legends are for real it seems That maybe stars don't shoot like they say But I can dream anyway I want to see a blueshift But it's not any closer to my reach I want to see a blueshift But I'll still go against what they preach I've been wishing on a star All I want is to see it turn blue Start to feel the heat as it comes close But that just happens to a few I want to see a blueshift But it's not any closer to my reach I want to see a blueshift But I'll still go against what they preach I've been wishing on a star
8.
We're gettin’ paid two hundred sixty Jeffersons an hour Don't be so surprised when you do nothin’ and I'm feeling sour I can see that he's the president but now I'm feelin’ like the king Don't you see this castle's heaven sent you're here because of me Here three years the deer won't stop me gears and shears will make it clean Don't you understand that this is the best work you've ever seen Maybe I should make an introduction We been out here every week in the heat of the sun For a guy who's got himself feelin’ like a skeleton And when time has come I doubt they'll even have a reaction You're pickin’ weeds while I'm buildin’ the ground Cop drives by you hide to not be found To every other seat somehow you're bound Make sure that when I pass you don't make a sound Maybe you have noticed that I'm bein’ hypocritical I'm writing rhymes on his time it seems like I'm being cynical I know that you're right to judge me I'm a god but also nothing The skeleton is tellin’ ‘em some praises and they say they make it None of what they spit's legit they quit before they split to sit I get it the job seems a lot to keep a ghost alive But I know that you've realized it's not a key to grow does it not hurt your soul When you take the pay And you're chillin’ inside almost every single day There's nothin’ more that I hate Than the time you waste I could cure the world before you close that door When you move at that pace You're pickin’ weeds while I'm buildin’ the ground Cop drives by you hide to not be found To every other seat somehow you're bound Make sure that when I pass you don't make a sound Maybe you have noticed that I'm bein’ hypocritical I'm writing rhymes on his time it seems like I'm being cynical I know that you're right to judge me I'm a god but also nothing Lightning blood flashin’ it's power they hunger I'm feelin’ like Zeus, I'm the real son of thunder I wanna, pound down outta town hear a loud sound Back around, don't know how I found it but I'm time bound In a minute maybe there'll be somethin’ makin’ me leave Don't stop writin’ rhymes you're like a sloth suckin’ tea leaves Play so many notes don't even know that you would believe Basically I'm sayin’ it's too late to catch up to me Maybe you have noticed that I'm bein’ hypocritical I'm writing rhymes on his time it seems like I'm being cynical I know that you're right to judge me I'm a god but also nothing
9.
I said I'm tired I need a break But don't make me go to bed I can live if I'm awake Sleep is just shy of being dead That's why I stay up late To make today last Tomorrow a bit delayed If I skip to tomorrow I have to deal with everything again But the world's still in the nighttime For this lifetime And if I'm in sight I'm Just a lie In my world of bright dimes Somehow I cry And if I'm in sight I'm Just a lie I said I'm tired I need a break But don't make me go to bed I can live if I'm awake Sleep is just shy of being dead That's why I stay up late To make today last Tomorrow a bit delayed If I skip to tomorrow I have to deal with everything again But the world's still in the nighttime For this lifetime And if I'm in sight I'm Just a lie In my world of bright dimes Somehow I cry And if I'm in sight I'm Just a lie But the world's still in the nighttime For this lifetime And if I'm in sight I'm Just a lie In my world of bright dimes Somehow I cry And if I'm in sight I'm Just a lie But the world's still in the nighttime For this lifetime And if I'm in sight I'm Just a lie In my world of bright dimes Somehow I cry And if I'm in sight I'm Just a lie Doo doo doo doo doo doo Doo doo doo doo doo doo Doo doo doo doo doo doo Doo doo doo doo doo doo
10.
In this rubble built myself a haven Found solitude in smithereens For decades I have laid here shameless And who’s to tell you what it means? They reconcile these remnants for you A panorama of machines And who’s to say if they adore you? Forever draped in velveteen And soon I'll have no eyes Don’t wanna see it anymore A tyranny without lies A chasm with an open door And do you find it unwise? To hold a glass that’s got too much to pour This continuity will capsize It was enough for you but nevermore We stretched his mind out to the brink Mending what we had is too much to think We saw it come as his knees got shaky And the smog choking you and me is just a maybe Visions always take back their gifts I can feel his hand turning to fist Nothing you do will last longer than your image Everything you’re trying is pushed past the limit And soon I'll have no eyes Don’t wanna see it anymore A tyranny without lies A chasm with an open door And do you find it unwise? To hold a glass that’s got too much to pour This continuity will capsize It was enough for you but nevermore It speaks when all is truly quiet By whispering the unforeseen Are these simply ramblings of a shadow Or prophecies of the obscene? With modesty, I must implore you Can we forgo the guillotines? With reverence for those before you Can we end without killing our kings? And soon I'll have no eyes Don’t wanna see it anymore A tyranny without lies A chasm with an open door And do you find it unwise? To hold a glass that’s got too much to pour This continuity will capsize It was enough for you but nevermore I truly think you meant the best But you’re so caught up in yesterday I believed in you until you left Now i’m forlorn and watching it decay Wish you wouldn’t bring back what I say Those echoes strike me every day But if you free me from this cold embrace I’ll let you revel in my hideaway And soon I'll have no eyes Don’t wanna see it anymore A tyranny without lies A chasm with an open door And do you find it unwise? To hold a glass that’s got too much to pour This continuity will capsize It was enough for you but nevermore So choose carefully your allies They might unravel everything you swore Be wary who you chastise I was enough for you but nevermore
11.
I had told you that I was sick But not the night before But I just knew I couldn’t stick To lie oh can’t ignore What I said Oh, I see it again I feel it again The deal I meant It came back to you Oh, I see it again I feel it again The deal I meant It came back to you Since I had told The truth of it Connected where you’ve been A complete mold Without the split It could be filled in Because you said Oh, I see it again I feel it again The deal I meant It came back to you Oh, I see it again I feel it again The deal I meant It came back to you Oh, I see it again I feel it again The deal I meant It came back to you Oh, I see it again I feel it again The deal I meant It came back to you Oh, I see it again I feel it again The deal I meant It came back to you Oh, I see it again I feel it again The deal I meant It came back to you Oh, I see it again I feel it again The deal I meant It came back to you
12.
Departure 03:25
I hear what you say Just that simple “Oh, ok” You don't know what that does to me But I guess at least you don't have to see Am I supposed to know if I'm wrong? Cause I'm not seeing what your mind has seen Why don't you know that I'm not that strong? I'll never reach that end, so I'll just stay stuck in between I'm done with now I wish minutes count Oh, not so loud It's my limit Found, always this sound Like I've been hit Round, oh please around No sharp edges When we saw that red Do you remember what you said? We just called it a dare But to be flat out like this, is it really even fair? Am I supposed to know if I'm wrong? Cause I'm not seeing what your mind has seen Why don't you know that I'm not that strong? I'll never reach that end, so I'll just stay stuck in between I'm done with now I wish minutes count Oh, not so loud It's my limit Found, always this sound Like I've been hit Round, oh please around No sharp edges I laid it out Took off the armor So now I just count Until my departure

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released January 27, 2023

Written By: Owen Jenkins; with features from Sam Judd, Purple Hills (Christian Taylor), emberset (Arden Hansen), and guitar feature on Past Belief from Ethan Jenkins
Mixed By: Alexander Jenkins & Owen Jenkins
Produced By: Owen Jenkins & Alexander Jenkins
Mastered By: Howie Weinberg

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Neverout Salt Lake City, Utah

Neverout was created solely by Owen Jenkins in his basement. He started writing, producing, recording, and releasing music during his senior year of high school, when he dropped the first Neverout album, "When I Lay Down." Colorblind to You is the complete upgrade in every aspect haha ... more

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